i wasn't expecting this. . i didn't plan to write another blog entry until something really great happened. . . but the current state of my life has forced me to put my feelings into words. . it's been over two months since i visited this page and blogged. so many things have happened and, quite frankly, i don't know where to begin. .
i guess i should tell you about my christmas. i had a pretty enjoyable x-mas celebration. my christmas spirit was rejuvenated when i watched "elf". i swear, zooey deschanel is the most beautiful girl in the world. . *sigh* i had one of the most memorable days of december on the 24th. . . it went like this: i went to Prancess' home and i gave her a present. simple as that. the new year, on the other hand, was awful. .
i didn't celebrate the new year. my family did, but i didn't. i just couldn't quite feel the "new year spirit". there was this emptiness in me that prevented me from enjoying the new year. i felt so lonely, so without direction. after they celebrated i drank some of my dad's tequila. not a lot though, just enough to get drunk. .
i also went to gab/domeng's home during december to celebrate his birthday. it was fun. really.
the christmas vacation had its fair share of laughs and tears but i was actually eager to go back to school. being home all alone isn't all it's cracked up to be. . .
i was also inspired to skate again after watching grind on hbo. . yes. skateboarding. and i thought i'd given up on that silly hobby. . i'm currently re-learning the running ollie and the kick flip. .
here comes the real reason why i had to blog. . most of the people who read this know who i am. . they know that i play for a band, and i love my band. hell, i just love to play music. . it's just more fun with friends, you know? recently, i noticed that one of our members wasn't as interested in the band as he used to. . i'm sorry about this but i was really hurt by what happened. . dood, you, "berto". i know you didn't mean to but man, i'm starting to get the feeling that you're stealing vlad from us. . now, call me paranoid but i'm not alone. all of us in 61 malumanay (the band, not the house) are starting to feel the same way. . we just hope that we can clear up this whole misunderstanding and go back to the way it was. . and you, vlad. we need a straight answer from you. not as a band member, but as a friend. . what in the blue hell do you really want to do?
